Living Without Favorites.
People always say things like, "I like this," "I like that," "This is my favorite color," "That is my dream," etc. But I don't have any. Honestly, I don't have a favorite color, a favorite thing to do, or anything like that. Most of the time, I feel the same while doing different things. Rarely, I feel very excited by doing or seeing something, but I always react to things that excite me. I don't even have a specific favorite person. I treat all my friends the same way. My close friend Pravalika once told me something about myself that is absolutely correct: I can't prioritize between people. If there is a friend beside me whom I've known for a few days and another friend I've known for years who is far away, I might choose the one near me over the one who is really close to me. I really don't know anything about myself. I feel like such a mess. I would like to know if I need to work a lot to get myself in order, or if...