One step up

Before this pandemic, I am doing quite well I don't know how these many years were passed, being unaware of myself. I never focused on the things which I needed. I don't care for people who care me, I try to impress who doesn't even know my existence firstly I understand that I have lived an influenced life, a never stands on my thoughts I always prefer others to addresses me and sometimes I used to judge a lot like how can people read a book how can they invest time to read stories which don't give any grades? But at this time, I completed five novels, am currently reading the sixth one. and one more if someone suggests doing the exercise I was like "I don't need any workout for my body it makes me feel fat " but now I do 2hours of workout every day and I also started learning french like above habits, I have improved a lot of things and also understand the purpose. and there is no need to invest my time for thinking about shit. when I am utilising ...