Imperfect Me

  Being a college hosteler, tea time in the evenings holds a special place for me. because that is where we get a lot of time to gossip. we are four in our room even though we belong to the same section we have a soo many topics to gossip about. every day two of us have to go to the dining hall to bring tea for all of us, even though that is a simple work ,we fight like hell to do that. from evening 4 pm to 7 pm we just lie down on our beads or do all the random stuff, we fight, we argue, we hug, we imitate, we gossip, we smile, we hate, we cry, we eat, we drink,, we sleep, we clean, we wash .what not. I never understand the importance of those 3 hours we spent together but now I miss  a lot.  I always have teary eyes whenever I think of those moments. PS; teacups of us, on one fine evening

Watching sunsets and having a nice cup of homemade chai( tea) is my all-time favorite thing to do, I think while watching sunset made me hypnotize. I know throughout the day my brain is full of negative thoughts and negative stuff, but when it comes to evening, I completely transform into a nice, calm, peaceful person.  I feel like the sun is just a visitor he comes, he leaves, again he will come with more brightness, I enjoy while guests leaves and I don't like them while they return, maybe that's the reason why I love sunsets rather than sunrise. PS; picture taken at the moment, I am enjoying sunset far away from home  

I feel surprise for every little thing my parents did for me, I can feel how they sees me as their only ONE and do things for me. but putting this aside, I saw "these" kind of people on social media they always get surprises  from their friends ,I don't understand how can a single person is so important to them in that much extreme level, by watching all those stuff honestly I feel so  jealous , I sometimes imagine like " a group of friends are gonna surprise me on my birthday and they gave me a lot of gifts and made me as their special friend" ... it never happen, but but on my 19th birthday ( 14/09/2019) the best-est surprise ever happen, till 12 pm at noon I was so bored and I was just lying on my bed as usual, then without any clue  two of my friends pravalika and soumya came to home and celebrated my birthday and they spent entire day with me they made me sooo soooo special we went for movie, we roam around, we gossip, we ate and we done lot of chores and t...

Till my 12th, chemistry is one of those subjects which is very hard to understand. with a lot of hate I took chemistry in my graduation I studied it for 3 years without any  interest, but later I realized chemistry is not only a subject to study question  answers and mechanisms to remember  there is a lot to explore in it .where we can see magic in front our eyes. I'm bad at chemistry subject but I'm good at experiments . whenever I've done experiments  it gives the exact results that made me feel high . when I got 10 GPA in chemistry I felt like I am the topper, when I fail in chemistry I felt like I have to do it again. but I never want to quit it,  there  were days I cried for not understanding it . I DON'T like chemistry but it is the subject  motivate me to explore the things I scared off. you may think how come subject can be a motivator , but believe me "do a thing which you don't know not even a basic then learn it , pr...

moments are those which we can't get over it,  which words are not enough to describe,  which make our hearts to beat fast, and makes us little smile on our lips  and drop of water in our eyes at a same time, memories are the best moments, every best moment is a memory. PS; a moment captured on graduation farewell day

TOGETHER i am a girl from a south Indian middle class family.  my father is a employee and mother is a house wife, I had one younger brother he is a student , we were a nice well educated family but when it comes to individual every one have different views. my father is a well educated man and mostly he was workaholic, and my mom is a great human being and a great mother one word about her is "super extrovert" . I am a girl with insecurities which are created by myself and I have mixture of emotions and thoughts(in this page i'm gonna write about all those)and my brother he has separate world that filled with cricket and cartoons and he is emotional with some sarcasm we four looks like four different directions ,just like earth has four different directions bounded into one single earth ,we are bounded together always like a im"perfect" famil y.